this is crazy amazing heartbreaking seriously painful to read. just. fuck. ow. because your Vecchio, with his family and this perfect thing he has going with Kowalski despite the family, and your Kowalski, forced to make that choice out of absolutely nowhere... and you made me feel bad for poor fucked-up Fraser. up until the end. "He had many adventures." i LOVE that.

angst is usually not quite my cup of tea, but this is so worth it. SO worth it.