I for one am glad you couldn't do it. Dead!RayK makes me cry.

He squeezes Fraser's wrist as tight as he can, and he figures there must be a sort of desperation in his grip because Fraser bows his head so that Ray can't see what's going on under the brim of the Stetson.

Oh man, Fraser having to hide his face from Ray ... this was remarkably painful for a fic in which nobody actually dies (yay!).

*also admires your icon*