...The dead being part was supposed to be this quote:
(Ray likes this, feeling so out of control. He never thought he’d be the type to want to be held down and fucked, or tied up and fucked, or gagged and fucked, but right now, with Fraser’s mouth on his and Fraser’s teeth in his lip and Fraser’s fingers wrapped tight around Ray’s wrists, holding him down, pushing him harder and harder into the cushions, Ray thinks he could get used to this. He wonders about himself – how he could not have known this, but then Fraser pulls away and just looks at him, and Ray hears himself saying, “I want you to fuck me,” (because he does. Holy fuck he does), and Fraser just smiles, and doesn’t look like a Mountie at all when he says, “Not yet,” and kisses Ray again.)
It's hard to copy and paste when you're a zombie. Shut up.
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Date: 2005-03-02 02:54 am (UTC)(Ray likes this, feeling so out of control. He never thought he’d be the type to want to be held down and fucked, or tied up and fucked, or gagged and fucked, but right now, with Fraser’s mouth on his and Fraser’s teeth in his lip and Fraser’s fingers wrapped tight around Ray’s wrists, holding him down, pushing him harder and harder into the cushions, Ray thinks he could get used to this. He wonders about himself – how he could not have known this, but then Fraser pulls away and just looks at him, and Ray hears himself saying, “I want you to fuck me,” (because he does. Holy fuck he does), and Fraser just smiles, and doesn’t look like a Mountie at all when he says, “Not yet,” and kisses Ray again.)
It's hard to copy and paste when you're a zombie. Shut up.