A little Fraser-angst, not quite to order

[the-star-fish.livejournal.com]

The wind howls outside our tent, nearly masking the soft sounds. The slow shifting of his body, the motion of his arm inside his bedroll. His breathing changes until he is panting, fighting to hide the sound from me.

But I hear, as I have twice before. If this is all I can have, I'll take it, and cherish it, and he will never know.

He is close to release, and I imagine the moment of his ecstasy ...

A door slams, and I jolt back to reality. I feel little joy as I spend myself, bitter fluid of my dreams.

Comments

[the-star-fish.livejournal.com]

Can't I?

::rubs hands together, laughs maniacally::
*g*

[ardent-muses.livejournal.com]

Mmmm. It fits all of MY requirements. :) Lovely and sad.

xoxo

[the-star-fish.livejournal.com]

Thanks for saying so. 'Cos it's all your fault. ;)

(Glad to see you!)

[kist.livejournal.com]

Oooh, nice. It's like two layers of angst. Even in his fantasy, he restricts himself and just watches.

[the-star-fish.livejournal.com]

::does the dance of joy::

Somebody got it!! Yay!!

(It actually wasn't my intention to write it like that, but when it was done, I thought, "How sad that even in his dreams, all he gets is *this*.")

[rubyrosered.livejournal.com]

Oh, poor thing! The beginning was steamy, but now I'm all sad.

In a good way, of course.

[the-star-fish.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

[shayheyred.livejournal.com]

Poor guy. Hope his dreams come true.
Well, we know they will, in this best of all possible fanfic worlds.

Nice drabble!~

[the-star-fish.livejournal.com]

Thank you kindly, ma'am.

(My husband just walked in and saw your icon. He laughed.)

[shayheyred.livejournal.com]

You know you created a monster with this icon thing. Tell him it's all your fault!

[rowanfairchild.livejournal.com]

Yup, this fits the angst bill, all right. Nicely drabbled. Poor guy!
-R

[spuffyduds.livejournal.com]

Oh, really sad--well done.

[the-star-fish.livejournal.com]

Thanks very much!