Amnesty 2007, "Home Schooling" by Luzula
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ds_flashfictionTitle: Home Schooling
Author: Luzula
Rating: G
Length: about 1200 words
Characters: Gen. Martha, Benton, Robert, George
Notes: For the School Challenge. Thank you kindly to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
primroseburrows for the beta!
Martha slid her hands into the hot water to wash the dishes, sighing at the welcome warmth. The clock ticking on the wall was the only sound aside from the glasses tinkling in the sink. She enjoyed the solitude and the sun streaming in through the window. George was in town picking up books in the mail--Old McKeown over in Aklavik had wanted a book on tropical fishes, and they'd had to order it from the central library in Yellowknife. She couldn't help but wonder what he wanted with it. Then there was the new medical encyclopedia for Doctor Taylor, and some children's books.
Humming under her breath, she finished off the dishes and dried her hands. She heard steps on the porch, boots stamping to shake off the snow. They were too light to be George's, so Benton must be back from playing with Innusiq. They were close friends, and he often stayed with Innusiq and June's family when Martha and George were out on trips supplying books to outlying communities.
Benton kicked off his boots. He looked gangly and awkward in the way of a boy in the middle of a growth spurt, and his cheeks were reddened from the cold. It was April, and the ground was still covered with snow, but there was a constant drip, drip from the eaves of the house as the sun insistently warmed the roof.
"Benton, watch the floor, I don't want it wet."
"Yes, Grandma."
He brushed the boots off and set them in the corner. Dinner was cooking on the stove, it would mind itself for a while. They sat down by the window to go over Benton's math lessons, taking advantage of the lengthening days to save lamp fuel.
She hadn't asked to bring him up, and privately she doubted that Robert should have gotten a child at all. He wasn't very suited to being a father. But there was no use crying over spilled milk, and she'd gotten used to having Benton around.
He looked up with a slight frown. "Why is the square of the sine plus the square of the cosine equal to one?"
"Try using Pythagoras' theorem."
He nodded and drew a right triangle on his paper, marking one of the acute angles. "Hmm, so if the hypotenuse is one, then...all right, I get it."
Benton would soon learn all that she knew of mathematics, but she had books he could learn from after that, and in other subjects she still had much to teach him. Martha took Benton's schooling seriously, and to her own surprise had found she enjoyed it. He was so bright, grasping the most complicated ideas easily. Teaching Robert had never been like this. Oh, he had been good enough at his lessons, but it hadn't been where his focus lay. There had never been the spark that was in Benton, that curiosity and hunger for learning. Of course, it would never do to praise him too much. Vanity was most unbecoming.
Martha herself had had to fight for an education. Her parents had been simple, hard-working people, and her father had muttered about how reading too much would spoil her. Still, she had treasured every battered book she could get her hands on, and it wasn't until she had gone to college and met George that she realized how she had been starving for someone who was her equal intellectually.
This was something she could give Benton, at least, even if she hadn't the inclination to mother him in other ways. He'd been reserved from the start, and she'd felt somewhat relieved at that. The last thing she had wanted was a needy, clinging child.
Martha got up to stir the pot of stew. The potatoes were done, and she poured off the water. "Let's do your Chinese lesson next, Benton."
He nodded, and got out a small notebook, pages filled with Chinese characters. Benton bent his head over the book, his dark hair still damp and curly from the outdoors, and started writing. The soft scratch of pencil on paper was a familiar background sound as Martha made herself a cup of tea and then sat down with Benton again.
Feet on the porch again, heavier, from two men. She heard the excited barking of sled dogs. Then George's voice: "Martha, Robert's come to visit!"
Oh, really. She got up to greet him. "Mother, hello."
"Robert, welcome home. It's been some time."
He went on the defensive, as if she hadn't expected that. "Well, I've been busy. Buck and I've been on patrol.”
"That's as may be. Everyone has their priorities." She glanced at Benton. The boy was watching his father with the air of a sled dog wondering if Robert was going to throw him a bone.
Robert went slightly red and his mouth set. "Well, it's no wonder I don't come home if this is the reception I get."
"For God's sake, Robert, don't be so dramatic. I said you were welcome, didn't I?" Martha took his parka from him and hung it on a hook. George was nowhere to be seen; perhaps he was staking the dogs. He never could take a conflict, she thought with some exasperation.
Robert had taken his boots off and gone over to Benton, clapping him heartily on the shoulder. "Hello, son."
"Hello, dad."
"How are you doing?"
"Fine. Grandma is teaching me Chinese now." Robert bent to look at the open notebook on the table, shook his head a little, and turned to Martha.
"What's the use of that, now? There's more useful things he could be learning."
"Only about a sixth of the world's population speak Chinese, Robert. Just because we live in the North is no reason to be provincial."
Benton was sitting up straighter. "I like learning Chinese, dad," he said in a clear voice.
There was something about his face, then, that reminded Martha of Caroline, something about the eyes and the set of his mouth. Robert flinched a little, then muttered: "Well, son. You can come out with me tomorrow, and we'll see how well you remember driving the team."
“I've been practicing with Quinn's team. I've gotten a lot better since the last time you were here.” There was a flash of eagerness in his eyes, but Robert had turned toward the door again.
“I'm sure you have. Well, I should go out and see to the dogs. They've run a long way today.” And with that, Robert pulled his parka on again and left the cabin.
“Let's get back to your studies.” Benton looked up at her, startled, and then bent his head obediently over his notebook again. Martha shook her head and sighed. She hadn't meant to sound so sharp—it wasn't fair to take her irritation out on Benton.
“You're doing very well with those, Benton." She let her voice soften as she looked over his shoulder at the vertical repetitions of the character shui, carefully rendered in round, boyish handwriting.
Author: Luzula
Rating: G
Length: about 1200 words
Characters: Gen. Martha, Benton, Robert, George
Notes: For the School Challenge. Thank you kindly to
primroseburrows for the beta!Martha slid her hands into the hot water to wash the dishes, sighing at the welcome warmth. The clock ticking on the wall was the only sound aside from the glasses tinkling in the sink. She enjoyed the solitude and the sun streaming in through the window. George was in town picking up books in the mail--Old McKeown over in Aklavik had wanted a book on tropical fishes, and they'd had to order it from the central library in Yellowknife. She couldn't help but wonder what he wanted with it. Then there was the new medical encyclopedia for Doctor Taylor, and some children's books.
Humming under her breath, she finished off the dishes and dried her hands. She heard steps on the porch, boots stamping to shake off the snow. They were too light to be George's, so Benton must be back from playing with Innusiq. They were close friends, and he often stayed with Innusiq and June's family when Martha and George were out on trips supplying books to outlying communities.
Benton kicked off his boots. He looked gangly and awkward in the way of a boy in the middle of a growth spurt, and his cheeks were reddened from the cold. It was April, and the ground was still covered with snow, but there was a constant drip, drip from the eaves of the house as the sun insistently warmed the roof.
"Benton, watch the floor, I don't want it wet."
"Yes, Grandma."
He brushed the boots off and set them in the corner. Dinner was cooking on the stove, it would mind itself for a while. They sat down by the window to go over Benton's math lessons, taking advantage of the lengthening days to save lamp fuel.
She hadn't asked to bring him up, and privately she doubted that Robert should have gotten a child at all. He wasn't very suited to being a father. But there was no use crying over spilled milk, and she'd gotten used to having Benton around.
He looked up with a slight frown. "Why is the square of the sine plus the square of the cosine equal to one?"
"Try using Pythagoras' theorem."
He nodded and drew a right triangle on his paper, marking one of the acute angles. "Hmm, so if the hypotenuse is one, then...all right, I get it."
Benton would soon learn all that she knew of mathematics, but she had books he could learn from after that, and in other subjects she still had much to teach him. Martha took Benton's schooling seriously, and to her own surprise had found she enjoyed it. He was so bright, grasping the most complicated ideas easily. Teaching Robert had never been like this. Oh, he had been good enough at his lessons, but it hadn't been where his focus lay. There had never been the spark that was in Benton, that curiosity and hunger for learning. Of course, it would never do to praise him too much. Vanity was most unbecoming.
Martha herself had had to fight for an education. Her parents had been simple, hard-working people, and her father had muttered about how reading too much would spoil her. Still, she had treasured every battered book she could get her hands on, and it wasn't until she had gone to college and met George that she realized how she had been starving for someone who was her equal intellectually.
This was something she could give Benton, at least, even if she hadn't the inclination to mother him in other ways. He'd been reserved from the start, and she'd felt somewhat relieved at that. The last thing she had wanted was a needy, clinging child.
Martha got up to stir the pot of stew. The potatoes were done, and she poured off the water. "Let's do your Chinese lesson next, Benton."
He nodded, and got out a small notebook, pages filled with Chinese characters. Benton bent his head over the book, his dark hair still damp and curly from the outdoors, and started writing. The soft scratch of pencil on paper was a familiar background sound as Martha made herself a cup of tea and then sat down with Benton again.
Feet on the porch again, heavier, from two men. She heard the excited barking of sled dogs. Then George's voice: "Martha, Robert's come to visit!"
Oh, really. She got up to greet him. "Mother, hello."
"Robert, welcome home. It's been some time."
He went on the defensive, as if she hadn't expected that. "Well, I've been busy. Buck and I've been on patrol.”
"That's as may be. Everyone has their priorities." She glanced at Benton. The boy was watching his father with the air of a sled dog wondering if Robert was going to throw him a bone.
Robert went slightly red and his mouth set. "Well, it's no wonder I don't come home if this is the reception I get."
"For God's sake, Robert, don't be so dramatic. I said you were welcome, didn't I?" Martha took his parka from him and hung it on a hook. George was nowhere to be seen; perhaps he was staking the dogs. He never could take a conflict, she thought with some exasperation.
Robert had taken his boots off and gone over to Benton, clapping him heartily on the shoulder. "Hello, son."
"Hello, dad."
"How are you doing?"
"Fine. Grandma is teaching me Chinese now." Robert bent to look at the open notebook on the table, shook his head a little, and turned to Martha.
"What's the use of that, now? There's more useful things he could be learning."
"Only about a sixth of the world's population speak Chinese, Robert. Just because we live in the North is no reason to be provincial."
Benton was sitting up straighter. "I like learning Chinese, dad," he said in a clear voice.
There was something about his face, then, that reminded Martha of Caroline, something about the eyes and the set of his mouth. Robert flinched a little, then muttered: "Well, son. You can come out with me tomorrow, and we'll see how well you remember driving the team."
“I've been practicing with Quinn's team. I've gotten a lot better since the last time you were here.” There was a flash of eagerness in his eyes, but Robert had turned toward the door again.
“I'm sure you have. Well, I should go out and see to the dogs. They've run a long way today.” And with that, Robert pulled his parka on again and left the cabin.
“Let's get back to your studies.” Benton looked up at her, startled, and then bent his head obediently over his notebook again. Martha shook her head and sighed. She hadn't meant to sound so sharp—it wasn't fair to take her irritation out on Benton.
“You're doing very well with those, Benton." She let her voice soften as she looked over his shoulder at the vertical repetitions of the character shui, carefully rendered in round, boyish handwriting.
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Date: 2007-12-20 10:20 pm (UTC)Icon is actually baby!Paul Gross, so I figure Fraser would kinda sorta look like that. He might even have had the hair, it being the seventies and all. :)
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Date: 2007-12-20 08:12 pm (UTC)Excellent character study all the way around.
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Date: 2007-12-21 01:07 pm (UTC)OMG
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Date: 2007-12-21 02:52 am (UTC)And it's so true how traits often skip a generation, that Ben would likely be more like his grandparents than his father. Would it have been better for Robert to have been around more, and for them to have clashed more, or was it better that he was mostly absent?
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Date: 2007-12-21 01:13 pm (UTC)I think the really big difference for Benton would've been if Caroline never died, because in my mind, she was a lot more open and affectionate.
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Date: 2007-12-24 06:18 am (UTC)I think about this a lot. I'd love to read an AU where Bob is the one killed when Benton is young and Caroline is the one who survives. Kind of 'I first came to Chicago on the trail of the killers of my mother'. Or even an AU where she's still living, because I love exploring her character.
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Date: 2007-12-21 07:37 pm (UTC)Martha is very self-aware here. She understands that she's not the outwardly affectionate type, not motherly in the way that Caroline was, but she does care for Ben, and wants to give him what she can - in this case, a good education, and enough encouragement to keep him enthusiastic about his pursuit of knowledge. So yeah, while I'd wish more hugs and giggles on young Ben, I like your Martha. I can see her trying to be there for him. :)
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Date: 2007-12-21 10:45 pm (UTC)Hmm, maybe I made Martha too self-aware, I don't know...in my head, she's an intellectual, though of course this doesn't necessarily mean she can analyze herself. Yeah, I like her, too.
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Date: 2007-12-23 04:18 pm (UTC)You really have to wonder at that. How much of Ben is natural reserve and how much is an after effect of his mother's death. He might not remember the details, but he was with her all the time while Robert was out on patrol. Even a young child will realize that something's wrong when the one person who is always there suddenly isn't.
And I know that George and Martha probably did the best they could under the circumstances, but my heart still aches for Ben. Such a big, loving heart, stifled under layers of formality and distance...great story!
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Date: 2007-12-23 04:37 pm (UTC)You really have to wonder at that.
Yeah, I agree with you. When I wrote that sentence, what I was thinking was that Martha didn't realize how affected Benton was by Caroline's death, and that he really needed more affection than he got from Martha.
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Date: 2007-12-23 11:51 pm (UTC)Of course, it would never do to praise him too much.
she hadn't the inclination to mother him in other ways
There was a flash of eagerness in his eyes, but Robert had turned toward the door again.
All these details draw a perfect background for the Fraser we come to know in the series. It's so well done, even if it made my heart bleed for the wee!one.
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Date: 2007-12-28 11:40 am (UTC)Thanks for the feedback, I'm glad you think it matches well with Fraser as he is in the show. And thanks for noting the details, I love it when people do that.