TEAM REALITY: Day 13, "Five Times Ray Kowalski Was Ashamed of His Dick and One Time He Wasn't"

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Title: Five Times Ray Kowalski Was Ashamed of His Dick and One Time He Wasn't
Author: j_s_cavalcante
Team: Reality
Prompt: I never said they were poisonous.
Pairing(s): Fraser/Kowalski, (Kowalski/Stella)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 22,600 words
Warnings: Some brief scenes concern issues of teen sexuality and development (ages 14-17), frankly depicted.
Author's Notes: Reality, comin' atcha. A number of real-life incidents are woven into this story. I'm not telling exactly where. :)
Many thanks to my brilliant, stalwart, and ever-encouraging friend (and Team Reality Captain), nos4a2no9. I am grateful for her savvy insta-beta of this story. But she did more than beta this project. She husbanded it. For nearly two years, she has aided and abetted my probably unhealthy fascination with RayK's generous male endowments and my exploration of same in both fiction and art.  I therefore dedicate this piece to her.  Nos? This (big) one's for you. ;)
Summary: Uncovering the root of Ray Kowalski's self-esteem issues. ;)

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Five Times Ray Kowalski Was Ashamed of His Dick and One Time He Wasn't by J S Cavalcante

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Comments

[zabira.livejournal.com]

awwww, this just made me feel so protective towards ray! *hugs him*

and i absolutely adored casper, and their entire interaction. and you drew stella well, so pragmatic and smart and loving. and i LOVED the little detail about ray's mom's ironing. gah. that's SO true.

also? HEEEEEEEEE. this is SO fraser:

Ray closed his eyes, shook his head to clear it, opened them again. Maybe he had water in his ears. Fraser was standing there, hard as a rock, in a shower with Ray and his freak dick, also hard as a rock, discussing penis size.

i can SEE him doing that, just being: la la la, "well ray, anthropological studies have found..." WHILE NAKED IN THE SHOWER. *g*

oh, and this too is SO awesomely fraser:

With Fraser, nothing was about surface appearances. Everything was about diving in, immersing himself. Practically drowning.

and AWWW, AW, AW:

But Fraser was saying, "It's all right, Ray. It's safe. Let go,"

and then: OMG laksdflasjdlfkjasldfjalskdjflakdjflkasdflasdf ze HOTNESS!

*dies in a shower of (happy) sparks*

ALSO?: go, ray! for making the mountie swear. *high fives him*

[j-s-cavalcante.livejournal.com]

HEE! I LIVE to make you smash the keys, Cousin Z!!! Thank you for all these delightful comments; they mean so much to me. I'm glad Fraser and Stella and especially Caspy worked for you. Thank you so much for leaving these lovely comments so early on--they were appreciated more than I can convey. {{{Z}}}