TEAM REALITY: Day 13, "Five Times Ray Kowalski Was Ashamed of His Dick and One Time He Wasn't"

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Title: Five Times Ray Kowalski Was Ashamed of His Dick and One Time He Wasn't
Author: j_s_cavalcante
Team: Reality
Prompt: I never said they were poisonous.
Pairing(s): Fraser/Kowalski, (Kowalski/Stella)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 22,600 words
Warnings: Some brief scenes concern issues of teen sexuality and development (ages 14-17), frankly depicted.
Author's Notes: Reality, comin' atcha. A number of real-life incidents are woven into this story. I'm not telling exactly where. :)
Many thanks to my brilliant, stalwart, and ever-encouraging friend (and Team Reality Captain), nos4a2no9. I am grateful for her savvy insta-beta of this story. But she did more than beta this project. She husbanded it. For nearly two years, she has aided and abetted my probably unhealthy fascination with RayK's generous male endowments and my exploration of same in both fiction and art.  I therefore dedicate this piece to her.  Nos? This (big) one's for you. ;)
Summary: Uncovering the root of Ray Kowalski's self-esteem issues. ;)

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Five Times Ray Kowalski Was Ashamed of His Dick and One Time He Wasn't by J S Cavalcante

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Comments

[luzula]

Oh, Ray. &hearts

Great story. It makes a convincing case that "adolescence = hell". Or maybe it's "other adolescents in groups = hell". The part in the locker room was kind of hard to read. Poor Ray.

I don't entirely believe Fraser about him never having given a blowjob. Or, well, he's not lying, of course, but I think that after discreetly checking out Ray's dick (god, I love him doing that), he practised a lot with a suitable object.

[j-s-cavalcante.livejournal.com]

Yeah, sorry about the locker room. It's just...I was trying not to back down from the emotional realism, there. :)

About Fraser, hee! Practicing! The image that conjures up! (Remember him with the lightbulb in his mouth? Sheesh, you know what that means? It means I have a photo reference. *cough*)

But then again, Fraser's good at all sorts of things he has never actually done, remember? It's canonical reality, if not that believable vis a vis real life. :)

Thank you so much for the lovely and, er, thought-provoking comment. :)

[luzula]

Hmm, that must be in Hunting Season, right? *finds and rewatches that part* Okay, yeah, that's kind of...inspirational.